DEAR READERS,

Life is funny sometimes. when it seems like everything is going down down down, something good will happen.. and in most cases I don't know how to deal with the adjustment. like when I realized that Steph and I weren't going to work out, Alannah came back into my life.. or how when she left, Molly came into focus.. its strange the way that all of this stuff goes down. after Molly and I were obviously not going to work out I moved to Los Angeles.. it was great.. I would go out and party and wouldn't even have to drive, all the best food.. everywhere! and constant entertainment in all genres…. then… I got fired from my job..

after that the stress started.. so I went to school.. I though that I would at least get some grants that would help me get by until I got my stuff together. unfortunately on account of our screwed up government regulations I wouldn't be eligible for financial aid until it was too late.. luckily I had understanding parents.. or should I say.. parents that were willing to help.. to pull me bye. but this last month it was looking like I was going to have to pack my stuff in the old covered wagon and head back home..

a good friend of mine hooked me up with a employee from LAMILL.. a place that I have wanted to work at since I moved to this "little town" and have been trying hard ever since to land the job…. she led me safely into employment.

so now I, Trevor Martin! can say that he is a Bar-back and future Barista at LAMILL coffee & tea.. and I fucking love it!